Blue Nights

Writer: Farida Ahmed

Editor: Ahmed Ashry

Picture credit: We Heart it


on nights like this
i wish i could crawl inside my brain
and turn it shut
switch off the thoughts 
and turn off the lights 

on nights like this
i wish i could crawl inside my brain
and light some candles up
vanilla-scented ones that bright shine
and watch as the demons evaporate 
poof

on nights like this
i wish i could crawl inside my heart 
and throw some water
on the roaring fires
that engulf the walls
clean up all the gasoline 
and sprinkle some daisies instead 

on nights like this
i wish i could crawl inside my heart
and paint the blood it pumps
in a morning-colored paint 
till all i am
is yellow
and gold
and hot pink

on nights like this
i wish i could crawl
in me
and sleep.